July 21, 2008

religion

my whole thing with religion 
just because you don’t go too church doesn’t make you an atheist 
i don’t go too church doesn’t mean i’m an atheist i just don’t like going

im not a big fan of religion and frankly i hate talking about it
but when people ask if i go too church and i say i haven’t been in like years im instantly considered an atheist 

its not i don’t believe i just don’t give the higher power a name
like god, allah, jah, or any of that

for you too say hey your gonna go too hell because you don’t go too church is completely stupid 
and the church-goers that say this too non-church-goers should really just shut the fuck up, and kinda keep your thoughts about us too yourself

yeah i have tattoos and at times i don’t really wanna believe in nothing but i believe in something maybe its not your god 

but ive lived this long believing what i want too believe 

im not an atheist 
im just a believe different than you thats all….

July 11, 2008

FEELINGS

AS I LAY HERE ALONE WITHOUT HER WONDERING…
IF I’M DOING SOMETHING RIGHT?
THE COMPANY I KEEP, THE THINGS I DO, THE WORDS I CHOOSE TOO SAY, MY
HOPES AND MY DREAMS WILL THEY EVER COME TRUE
WILL I SHELDON MARCUS”HAV0C UNIQU3” THIBOU KNOW TRUE HAPPINESS…..ITS
FUNNY FOR ME TOO ACTUALLY SAY SOMETHING LIKE THIS, DO I REALLY LIKE TOO
KEEP MY BUSINESS OR MY FEELINGS TOO MY SELF, ITS HOW I MADE MYSELF A
HARDASS
BUT IF GET TOO KNOW ME I’M ACTUALLY A PRETTY FUN GUY, VERY RANDOM, I
HAVE YET TOO FIND OUT WHAT LOVE TRULY IS BUT I THINK I HAVE AN IDEA OF
WHAT IT COULD BE….AND IF IT IS LIKE HOW I FEEL THEN I WANT TOO BE IN
LOVE EVERYDAY. MY NATURAL HIGH
I LOVE TOO HEAR HER VOICE AS SHE CALLS FROM TIME TOO TIME. MAKES MY
LITTLE HEART SKIP A BEAT, AND WHEN I SEE HER HOLDING HER HAND AND
BELIEVING THIS IS REAL, SHE’S HERE AND SHE’S WITH ME, AND SHE LOVES ME
AS I LOVE HER.
I CAN’T ASK FOR ANOTHER. LIFE PARTHER IN CRIME DESIGN AND RHYME
I’LL BE HER NUMBER1 FAN AS SHE’S MY NUMBER1 FAN….
BOOZE, WOMEN, DRUGS, AND SEX IS THAT LIFE??

destiny

destiny star

aww its my babes and the dog:)